WHAT IF I…
WHAT IF I DECIDE TO FORGET ALL
THE THINGS I HAVE EVER SAID , TO ALL THOSE WHO EVER MATTERED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE,
INCLUDING FRIENDS AND FAMILY, LOVED ONES WHO I EVER LOVED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE…
THE THINGS I HAVE EVER SAID , TO ALL THOSE WHO EVER MATTERED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE,
INCLUDING FRIENDS AND FAMILY, LOVED ONES WHO I EVER LOVED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE…
WHAT IF I DENY EVERY PROMISE I
EVER MADE TO WHOMSOEVER I EVER SAID THEM. WHAT IF I DECIDE TO TURN DOWN EVERY
PROPOSALS OF LOVE I EVER MADE TO THAT
ONE SPECIAL SOUL I EVER SAID “ I LOVE YOU, AND WOULD LIKE TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH
YOU!….
EVER MADE TO WHOMSOEVER I EVER SAID THEM. WHAT IF I DECIDE TO TURN DOWN EVERY
PROPOSALS OF LOVE I EVER MADE TO THAT
ONE SPECIAL SOUL I EVER SAID “ I LOVE YOU, AND WOULD LIKE TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH
YOU!….
WHAT IF I DECIDE TO BREAKS EVERY
COVENANT I EVER MADE WITH WHOMEVER AND FOR WHATSOEVER PURPOSE WHAT IF I DENY
THOSE DAYS OF MY ENTIRE RIGHTEOUS LIFE ;CHOOSING RATHER NOT TO BOW TO ANY IMMORTAL
SOUL, SPIRIT OR BEING ….
COVENANT I EVER MADE WITH WHOMEVER AND FOR WHATSOEVER PURPOSE WHAT IF I DENY
THOSE DAYS OF MY ENTIRE RIGHTEOUS LIFE ;CHOOSING RATHER NOT TO BOW TO ANY IMMORTAL
SOUL, SPIRIT OR BEING ….
WHAT IF I DENY THE EXISTENCE OF
EVERYTHING IN AND OUTSIDE MY ENVIRONMENT INCLUDING THE FACT THAT I EXIST. WHAT
IF I DECIDE TO DO NOTHING ELSE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE BUT TO CONCENTRATE ON JUST ON
THING WHICH IS IN DENYING EVERY OTHER THING THAT MATTERS TO MY BODY, SPIRIT AND
SOUL…. INCLUDING THE FACT THAT ALL THESE THINGS DID EVER EXIST AT ALL….
EVERYTHING IN AND OUTSIDE MY ENVIRONMENT INCLUDING THE FACT THAT I EXIST. WHAT
IF I DECIDE TO DO NOTHING ELSE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE BUT TO CONCENTRATE ON JUST ON
THING WHICH IS IN DENYING EVERY OTHER THING THAT MATTERS TO MY BODY, SPIRIT AND
SOUL…. INCLUDING THE FACT THAT ALL THESE THINGS DID EVER EXIST AT ALL….
WHAT IF I SUCCESSSFULLY DENY ALL
THE THINGS THAT EVER MATTERED TO ME AS THEY HAD PRIOR TO THIS TIME (OF MY DENYING
THEM) MADE ME WHOSOEVER I HAVE BECOME WITHIN THE IMAGE OF MY SELF AS BEING
EXPRESSED IN MY SELF …. WHAT THEN WOULD I BECOME?
THE THINGS THAT EVER MATTERED TO ME AS THEY HAD PRIOR TO THIS TIME (OF MY DENYING
THEM) MADE ME WHOSOEVER I HAVE BECOME WITHIN THE IMAGE OF MY SELF AS BEING
EXPRESSED IN MY SELF …. WHAT THEN WOULD I BECOME?
WOULD I THEN BE LIKE DECARTES WHO LAID HIS
FOUNDATION ON THE “COGITO” ALSO ASCERTAIN MY OWN “COGITO” SEEING THAT I HAD
DOUBTED AND DENIED EVERYTHING INCLUDING MYSELF, MY THOUGHTS AND THE FACT THAT I
AM DOUBTING AND DO POSSESS THESE THINGS WHICH I CAN BY NO MEANS DO AWAY!
FOUNDATION ON THE “COGITO” ALSO ASCERTAIN MY OWN “COGITO” SEEING THAT I HAD
DOUBTED AND DENIED EVERYTHING INCLUDING MYSELF, MY THOUGHTS AND THE FACT THAT I
AM DOUBTING AND DO POSSESS THESE THINGS WHICH I CAN BY NO MEANS DO AWAY!
WOULD I LIKE OSAM OSAM EDIM
STILL ASCERTAIN THE REALITY OF THE ABSOLUTE “ZERO” WHO I HAD DOUBTED HIS
EXISTENCE?!
STILL ASCERTAIN THE REALITY OF THE ABSOLUTE “ZERO” WHO I HAD DOUBTED HIS
EXISTENCE?!
WOULD I LIKE J. P. SARTRE….
AFTER DENYING ALL THESE THINGS INCLUDING THE REALITY OF THE ABSOLUTE, COME BACK
TO A COMMON DENOMINATOR I WHICH IS THE FACT THAT MAN IS BUT IN A CONSTANT
THRIVE TO NEGATE HIS NEGATION WHICH AMOUNTS TO NOTHINESS AND THAT HE IS AT THE
CENTRE OR FOCUS OF THE UNIVERESE?
AFTER DENYING ALL THESE THINGS INCLUDING THE REALITY OF THE ABSOLUTE, COME BACK
TO A COMMON DENOMINATOR I WHICH IS THE FACT THAT MAN IS BUT IN A CONSTANT
THRIVE TO NEGATE HIS NEGATION WHICH AMOUNTS TO NOTHINESS AND THAT HE IS AT THE
CENTRE OR FOCUS OF THE UNIVERESE?
IF AFTER DOING ALL THESE THINGS
…. I AM STILL ABLE TO RETAIN THE REALITY OF ANYTHING ON WHICH MY ENTIRE DENIAL
HAD FOCUSED OR IS DETERMINED TO FOCUS… I WOULD AT THAT JUNCTURE CALL THAT
THING…. WHATEVER IT WOULD BE….. I WOULD THUS CALL IT “THE VOID : WHICH STANDS
BETWEEN THIS … AND THAT……
…. I AM STILL ABLE TO RETAIN THE REALITY OF ANYTHING ON WHICH MY ENTIRE DENIAL
HAD FOCUSED OR IS DETERMINED TO FOCUS… I WOULD AT THAT JUNCTURE CALL THAT
THING…. WHATEVER IT WOULD BE….. I WOULD THUS CALL IT “THE VOID : WHICH STANDS
BETWEEN THIS … AND THAT……
